Discoveries

This year, I started to living by myself.

Throughing it, I have discoverd family's importance.

Grandfather, grandmother, father, mother,

elder brother, elder sister, and me.

This is my family.

Shamefully, I wasn't able to realize the value of family

until I started to living by myself.

At first, I became homesick.I felt lonley,

cried everyday, and I couldn't sleep well.

My family worried about me, so

they called me everyday, and cheered up me.

I was helpd with them and I thanked for them.

Family is great. It is only family that we don't want to reward.

I have discoverd one more.

That is myself. I was overconfident in my ability.

I can't cook, clean, self management.

I was weaker than I thought.

I troubled a lot of people, but, everyone was kind to me.

so, that is my third discovery.

I think I am very very happy person.

I thank for people around me, and want to try hard for them.

When I'm 40

Nobody knows future, but we can imagine the future.

When I am 40 years old, what am I doing ?

First, I hope to marry someone until 30,and to have children until 40.

I want to 2~3 children

because I have a brother and a sister, and I love my brother and sister.

I think an only child is very lonely.

Family that was filled with smile is my ideal.

Second, I hope to work very hard!

I don't know my job in the future, but,

perhaps I love my job.I want to rewarding job!!

Third,I hope to travel abroad even once a year.

I love travel and I think going abroad is good for pepole.

Imaging the future is fun!

I don't know my future,but whatever I do,

I want to be happy.

Stand up !!

2003 summer, I loved a drama.The title is Stand up !!

I like Kazunari Ninomiya, who roled play a main character in this drama.

There are many famous people in this drama.

Tomohisa Yamashita, Shun Oguri, Hiroki Narimiya... and so on!!

I really like them, so this drama was excellent for me !!

The director is Yukihiko Tsutsumi. I love his drama and his movie.

His drama and movie is very very unique,of course,

this drama is very unique, too.

This drama was very funny, but it is shameful for me to explain this drama.

Because this drama is an indecent topic...haha

But I think this drama draws men and women's adolescene characteristic well.

Although this drama is comedy, after watching the drama,

I thought taking good care of one's partner is important.

I really recommend this drama to you.

Let's go to TSUTAYA !!

Idea of Marriage

I have a boyfriend, but,
it is too embarrassing for me to talk about my boyfriend on blog.
So, this time ,I tell you idea of marriage.
I want to marry before 30 years old.
When I was a child, I want to marry before 22 years old,
but, I'm 19 years old now. 22 years old will come soon!
I want to do many things, and
I think I'm not enough good to marry now.
I want to marry after my mind grows up.

Although there are many terms of my ideal partner,
I think the most important thing is to be able to disclose everything.
Money, looks, character....and so on.
Actually these are important,
but, I think the marriage is to know all of partner.
Everyone has his or her own lifestyle.
Perhaps you will know bad points of your partner.
There is no perfect person.
The person who can love bad points of partner is ideal.

Although I told many terms of my ideal partner,
Love is feeling, timing, and happening. haha
I don't know who will marry to me, but,
if I can feel happiness, it is the best.

A Good Friend

Although I don't have many friends, I think I have good friends. Today, I'll tell you about my best friend.

Her name is Kana. We had known each other for 10 years. She lives in Tottori, where is my home town, and she goes to nurse school. Her dream is to become a nurse. Her mother is a nurse, "I want to be a nurse like my mother." She said so since she was a child.

We went to same elementary school and a junior high school. We had had many quarrel, but I love her. She always realizes my troubles, and gives me advices to solve. I thank her.I can show her what I am.

When I moved from Tottori to Nishinomiya, she send an e-mail to me. That e-mail is very very long. She cheered up me by it. After reading it, I cried. Tears didn't stop. I was deeply impressed.

Now, our distance is long. Thesedays, we are busy each other, so I can't contact with her recently. But our friendship is forever! When I go back to home town, I often meet her.

We are always joking when I play with her. That is very fun for me.

Next is winter vacation, so I'm looking forward to going back home.

A Special Day

Today, I'll tell you about my high school memory.
When I was a high school student,
I belonged to volleyball club.
Actually I like to play volley ball,
I wasn't good at playing volley ball, so
I didn't belong to volley ball club until 2nd grader.
But, one day, my friend ask me to join the club
because the club had few people,
so they couldn't participate in tournaments.
At that time, I lost interest everything,
so I decided to join the club.
But, I was bad at playing volley ball,
I was distressed everyday.
Although I made an efforts, I didn't come to well.

Our team had a tournament after 2 months.
I got tense because I put everyone to trouble.
I thought what I could do for team.
My storong point was a serve,
so I decided to develop my techinque.

At the tournament, we fought with strong team,
which is No.1 in Tottori.
Oue team(school) had never won that team,
on the contrary, my school had never got 1set from that team.
But, we got 1set from that team at a new member tournament!!
My service rotated at the critical moment.
I got a tense, but I could get in a successful serve.
My serve lead to get 1set from strong team.

This happening made my confidence,
so that day is a special day for me.

Response to the Questions in John's post

I think that certainly technology is very useful,
but it has many negative effects.
John said negative points of technology on his blog.
I have a private blog, most of my friends also have it.
Friends of mine and I posted many articles.
Some people posted someone's abuse on their blog.
I think that doing so is very sad things.
If a person who was said bad things see the blog,
a person feel very sad, and feel angry.
Now, there are many murder cases caused by such things.
Even a boy who is a elementary school's student,
he kills other person. It is very sorrowful thing.
Many people use Internet, but it sometimes frightening.
Although people have developed technology,
I think that is not always good for us.

Gossip girl

This story maybe not globalization...
but for me, it is a kind of globalization.
Thesedays, I'm crazy about an American drama "Gossip girl".
Although I am a SIS student,
I was not interested in foreign films.
(Actually I saw the movie "SACT"etc...)
But, my senior advised me to see the foreign movies,
I decided to do so.
At first, I was puzzled which I choose.
Ultimately, I chose "Gossip girl"
because This drama is very famous and popular, and
my friend also likes this drama.
Though I didn't know What is this story like,
I came to love this drama rapidly.
The story is young celeb's story.
pretty make, beautiful dress, house, habit, food,
character's personality, expression, and so on...
All is fresh for me, and it was very impact on me.
I got many knowlege of America (especially NY)
from this drama.
In fact, the drama is a fiction, I know.
But, I think seeing the foreign movie is
an entrance of cross-cultural communication,
by extention, globalization.

My Summer 2010

When I posted last article,I talked about dliver's school.
This time, I would like to tell you the rest of my summer.
I went back to Nishinomiya after getting a dliver's license.
Then, I spent many times to playing with circle's members.
One night, we went to Rokko mountain to see night view.
Night view was wonderful.
I had never seen such a beautiful night view.
We also went to many places and played.
I had many good times with my circle's members.

September 8~11, we went to Okinawa!!
It was for the first time for me to go to Okinawa.
I was really looking forward to go to Okinawa.
In Okinawa, of course, we went to the sea and swam.
Although the sea was a gently shelving shallow beach,
we had a good time there by throwing holothurians. haha
( Holothurians means "Namako" in Japanese.)
We also went to a cape to see the starry sky.
I saw numerous stars there.
The night sky was beyond description,
but it was really really really beautiful.
I was impressed with that scene.

Like this, I had good times with circle's members,
But, my seniors will be soon retire from circle.
They made my happy school life, so I miss them.
Although I feel sadness, I cheer up for their job hunting
and I want to get along with other fellows.

This summer was exciting!!

In dliver's school *

Hi! How's going?
I had many good times in summer vacation.
First, I would like to tell you about dliver's school.
When I posted last article in this blog,
I was planning to get a dliver's license.
In summer vacation, I really got a dliver's license!
The first half of summer vacation,
I went to dliver's school every day and studied
dliver's studies and practiced to drive.
At first, I was alone because my friends had tests.
I felt lonely, but my friends gradually came to school.
I felt happy because I met my friends after a long time.

My teacher was Mr. Ishihara.
Our home town is same,
so we talked about local stories many times.
His thinking was very funny and interesting.
I laughed every day.

After three weeks, I graduated dliver's school.
Next day, I took a dliver's license examination
and I passed it. Finally, I got a dliver's license.

In fact, it was very hard for me to go to dliver's school.
But now, I can drive cars. I have a certificate.
Having a dliver' s license is valid.

I want to practice to drive more and more!

Summer Vacation

I am really looking forward to summer vacation!!
I will go back my home town
and I want to do many things in summer vacation.
First, I'm going to get a dliver's license.
Everyone in my town have a dliver's license.
Without having a dliver's license, we can't live in my town!
My friends also have a dliver's license, so I want to it early.
Second, I will play with my friends.
My boyfriend and best friend still live in my town.
They are waiting for my coming back,
and I'm happiest when I play with them,
so I will apend time with my important friends.
Third, I want to meet my friends of my high school.
Many friends of my high school go to outside my prefecture
and I love my classmates of third grader,
so we are planning to hold an almni meeting for summer vacation.
I have many things that I want to talk with my old friends.
Fourth, I'm going to go to Okinawa!!
I belong to valley ball circle.
My circle goes to okinawa in summer vacation every year.
Of course, they are going to go to there this year.
I have never been to okinawa,
so I' m looking forward to going to Okinawa!
Thus, I want to do many many things in summer vacation!
But now, I have to do many reports and study.
I must do a lot og things, I'm nearly depressed.
But, I will be in pleasure after everythings finish.
I will do my best for my reports and tests.

A frightening experience

It is my brother's experience.
When he was thirteen, he was in a traffic accident.
At that time, he was going to school.
He rode bicycle, and he was about to across the street.
The street was full of cars.
He was hit by car, and he dropped another car's bonnet,
and he was thrown down to the street.
He was taken to the hospital by ambulance.
My mother and I went to hospital soon.
He was on the bed with unconsciusness.
During at that time, he had a kind of astral projection.
(astral projection means ''yuutairidatsu'' in Japanese)
But it was little strange.
when he was on the bed,
my mother was standing,and I sat the chair.
But in his astral projection, who onthe bed was me!
And he sat the chair. But, another situation was accurate.
He saw the room, my mother, nurse, doctor, in his dream.
It was strange.
If he had not wear the helmet, he could have be died.
I think wearing the helmet is important!

My good and bad points

I'm a hard worker. I think this is my good point.
When I was a high school student,
I often got higest score in the class at regular examination.
My bad point is I have negative thinking.
I always negative. My friend often says to me,
" I have never seen such a negative person! "
I think negative thinking is very bad.
I want to have positive thinking.

What I'd like to accomplish

I want to be a rich person in future!!! It's my dream!!!
Thesedays, I said that I want to be "Tamanokoshi".
But, to tell you the truth,
I want to earn big money myself in future,
so I would like to be a public official.
Public officials are very stable.
I want to have a stably life!!!
.....If things go well, I want to a "Tamanokoshi" !!!

My Favorite Shop

I love clothes, and I always want to new clothes.
Especially, I love INGNI!!
INGNI is a bland name. This bland was born in Kobe.
I really like INGNI because the concept is my taste.
I like flower pattern, border pattern, lace,
one-piece, skirt, white and pink!
INGNI is filled with these factors.
I believe every girl think INGNI's clothes is very pretty and cute.
Yesterday, I went INGNI to shopping with my mother and sister.
My sister also likes INGNI. We bought the clothes.
And today, I wear the INGNI's one-piece.
I really recommend you to go to INGNI!

Comparison between my hometown and Nishinomiya

I live in Nishinomiya now. I'm from Tottori.
My hometown is very very rural !!
In my hometown, there is no convenience store, and is a train per an hour.
That is impossible in urban areas.
But, that is natural in my hometown.
Of course, my hometown has good points too.
There are beautiful rivers, mountains, and sea !!
We can feel the power of nature.

In comparison with my hometown, it is convenience to live in Nishinomiya.
There is a train per in ten minutes,
and are a lot of convenience store everywhere!
But, there are too many steep hills.
And I think that this city is unsafer than in my hometown.
Both my hometown and Nishinomiya, they have advantages and disadvantages each other.
But I like them both.
I don't know Nishinomiya yet.
Please tell me more about Nishinomiya.

My life these days

I went back home on GW.
I was very very happy because I became homesick, so I wanted to meet my family and my friends.
One day, I went to the sea with my friends. The sea was very beautiful. We had a good time there.