Discoveries

This year, I started to living by myself.

Throughing it, I have discoverd family's importance.

Grandfather, grandmother, father, mother,

elder brother, elder sister, and me.

This is my family.

Shamefully, I wasn't able to realize the value of family

until I started to living by myself.

At first, I became homesick.I felt lonley,

cried everyday, and I couldn't sleep well.

My family worried about me, so

they called me everyday, and cheered up me.

I was helpd with them and I thanked for them.

Family is great. It is only family that we don't want to reward.

I have discoverd one more.

That is myself. I was overconfident in my ability.

I can't cook, clean, self management.

I was weaker than I thought.

I troubled a lot of people, but, everyone was kind to me.

so, that is my third discovery.

I think I am very very happy person.

I thank for people around me, and want to try hard for them.

When I'm 40

Nobody knows future, but we can imagine the future.

When I am 40 years old, what am I doing ?

First, I hope to marry someone until 30,and to have children until 40.

I want to 2~3 children

because I have a brother and a sister, and I love my brother and sister.

I think an only child is very lonely.

Family that was filled with smile is my ideal.

Second, I hope to work very hard!

I don't know my job in the future, but,

perhaps I love my job.I want to rewarding job!!

Third,I hope to travel abroad even once a year.

I love travel and I think going abroad is good for pepole.

Imaging the future is fun!

I don't know my future,but whatever I do,

I want to be happy.

Stand up !!

2003 summer, I loved a drama.The title is Stand up !!

I like Kazunari Ninomiya, who roled play a main character in this drama.

There are many famous people in this drama.

Tomohisa Yamashita, Shun Oguri, Hiroki Narimiya... and so on!!

I really like them, so this drama was excellent for me !!

The director is Yukihiko Tsutsumi. I love his drama and his movie.

His drama and movie is very very unique,of course,

this drama is very unique, too.

This drama was very funny, but it is shameful for me to explain this drama.

Because this drama is an indecent topic...haha

But I think this drama draws men and women's adolescene characteristic well.

Although this drama is comedy, after watching the drama,

I thought taking good care of one's partner is important.

I really recommend this drama to you.

Let's go to TSUTAYA !!

Idea of Marriage

I have a boyfriend, but,
it is too embarrassing for me to talk about my boyfriend on blog.
So, this time ,I tell you idea of marriage.
I want to marry before 30 years old.
When I was a child, I want to marry before 22 years old,
but, I'm 19 years old now. 22 years old will come soon!
I want to do many things, and
I think I'm not enough good to marry now.
I want to marry after my mind grows up.

Although there are many terms of my ideal partner,
I think the most important thing is to be able to disclose everything.
Money, looks, character....and so on.
Actually these are important,
but, I think the marriage is to know all of partner.
Everyone has his or her own lifestyle.
Perhaps you will know bad points of your partner.
There is no perfect person.
The person who can love bad points of partner is ideal.

Although I told many terms of my ideal partner,
Love is feeling, timing, and happening. haha
I don't know who will marry to me, but,
if I can feel happiness, it is the best.

A Good Friend

Although I don't have many friends, I think I have good friends. Today, I'll tell you about my best friend.

Her name is Kana. We had known each other for 10 years. She lives in Tottori, where is my home town, and she goes to nurse school. Her dream is to become a nurse. Her mother is a nurse, "I want to be a nurse like my mother." She said so since she was a child.

We went to same elementary school and a junior high school. We had had many quarrel, but I love her. She always realizes my troubles, and gives me advices to solve. I thank her.I can show her what I am.

When I moved from Tottori to Nishinomiya, she send an e-mail to me. That e-mail is very very long. She cheered up me by it. After reading it, I cried. Tears didn't stop. I was deeply impressed.

Now, our distance is long. Thesedays, we are busy each other, so I can't contact with her recently. But our friendship is forever! When I go back to home town, I often meet her.

We are always joking when I play with her. That is very fun for me.

Next is winter vacation, so I'm looking forward to going back home.

A Special Day

Today, I'll tell you about my high school memory.
When I was a high school student,
I belonged to volleyball club.
Actually I like to play volley ball,
I wasn't good at playing volley ball, so
I didn't belong to volley ball club until 2nd grader.
But, one day, my friend ask me to join the club
because the club had few people,
so they couldn't participate in tournaments.
At that time, I lost interest everything,
so I decided to join the club.
But, I was bad at playing volley ball,
I was distressed everyday.
Although I made an efforts, I didn't come to well.

Our team had a tournament after 2 months.
I got tense because I put everyone to trouble.
I thought what I could do for team.
My storong point was a serve,
so I decided to develop my techinque.

At the tournament, we fought with strong team,
which is No.1 in Tottori.
Oue team(school) had never won that team,
on the contrary, my school had never got 1set from that team.
But, we got 1set from that team at a new member tournament!!
My service rotated at the critical moment.
I got a tense, but I could get in a successful serve.
My serve lead to get 1set from strong team.

This happening made my confidence,
so that day is a special day for me.

Response to the Questions in John's post

I think that certainly technology is very useful,
but it has many negative effects.
John said negative points of technology on his blog.
I have a private blog, most of my friends also have it.
Friends of mine and I posted many articles.
Some people posted someone's abuse on their blog.
I think that doing so is very sad things.
If a person who was said bad things see the blog,
a person feel very sad, and feel angry.
Now, there are many murder cases caused by such things.
Even a boy who is a elementary school's student,
he kills other person. It is very sorrowful thing.
Many people use Internet, but it sometimes frightening.
Although people have developed technology,
I think that is not always good for us.